at the request of victoria...

here's a picture of me in the bath tub as a small child.
and i'm pretty sure i'm not touching myself.. but i could be wrong.. it looks like it.
but i'm pretty sure i wouldn't have been.

The loss of a friend

It's been a hard time for some of us over the past couple of weeks; one of my good friends has been missing for some time and is now presumed dead. It's a sad day but I'll always remember the good times:

This is him eating too much toast:

This is him as a child (in the middle I think):

This is the most recent picture I have of himm, it's a little blurry though:

If you think you've seen Grant please call the number at the bottom of your screen and make sure to tell him that he's a jerk.

Special

This is my guitar:



I got it today.
I am happy.

Self Esteem

I think I'm going to start being confident from now on. Watch me do it.

awww....

Nervous Habits

I have some pretty bad nervous habbits, these are some of them.

1. Mumbling: I have always mumbled, talked too quietly ect.
2. Stuttering: I don't think I used to stutter half as much as I do now after becoming friends with Grant. It's not just stuttering on one syllable, I might say something like: "Well I ... um.. I, I, I did, well you know, I don't know, some, you know, some stuff and - stuff.
3. Saying the word stuff: It means almost anything but often fills in a word that I'm too ebarrased to say but often just ends a phrase when I'm feeling awkward or something and stuff.
4. Scratching my temple.
5. Slouching.
6. Acting cold or indifferent: This is the worst of all my bad habits because people just think I'm cold. When I meet people or whatever, I want to act nicely but I feel to nervous to and I often come off as rude. I really have no idea why, I really would like to get to know you.